How do you get there?

Okay when I'm older there is only one thing I actually want to be don't laugh... I want to be an actress! I know its like half the people in America's dream which makes me only want to do it more. I want to be that one in the shining light who everyone loves, and to think that someone else would take my spot is well unbearable. I know a lot of people will laugh or say she's never going to make it but I still think that I will get there. I can do everything that anyone on TV can do and maybe more. But that brings up another question.... How do you get there? The younger the better but how do you get in? Its killing me and I just can't stop thinking about it. I mean you need to have connections but how do you actually get an agent? Also I'm a bit late I haven't been in almost any plays and when I tried out for the community house play well....I'm not a ballerina. When I was younger and did ballae I had to have the teacher carry me around while everyone else did little spins. I also felt so stupid singing I probably sounded like a dying animal, but when we read the lines, I felt so confident, like I can totally do this. Of course never got a call back but it wasn't really sad I love to watch musicals, but I don't think I was supposed to be in them. Some of the girls that were also trying out (and had been in other plays there) were talking about how they cried when they didn't get a call back and then finally at 11 they got the email and they were sooooo happy. Well give me feedback please!


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Ava Kilborn

Passwords

GOD i hate passwords! it just took me flipping half an hour to finally guess my password it flipping took forever! I can't believe it I only have three passwords and I put them each in like 40 times rrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I need to chill but seriously its so infuriating to not know you password or even worse having a selection of passwords and not being able to pick the rogth one with the right email adress! Okay wow......



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AVA KILBORN
(Read a blog this morning- your awesome blog was flipping inspiring! Glad you got it out! always here love you!) Hope you know who I'm talking about....

Long time no talk

Well how is everyone? I'm doing well yeah haven't blogged in forever but I'm going to try to get back in the hang of things. The past weeks of school have been really stressful and I feel old saying that but its true. I have been thinking about my top five song right now and this is what I've come up with: Thanks for the memories, All of the Lights, Jerk it out, Tonight, Higher... Every time I get annoyed and hormonal I listen to Tonight and Higher, they make me higher at night :) no but seriously these songs are really good please listen to them! Lately I've been acting really hormonal I'm sorry friends for having to deal with my crap I love you guys a lot!!!! Anyways I was thinking about hippie bands and what I thought of them. I used to think they looked totally stupid but then I watched the music video by LMFAO lalala and I saw the girl and she actually looked pretty good in them still I'm not sure how I feel about them. Where is everyone going for break?? I'm going to Flo-rida... YES SWIMSUITS SHORTS NO FLIPPING SNOW COATS! yes I am excited but I'm sure everyone has fun plan for christmas! or you jewish people you just get whole two weeks to chill!!! Anyways I could go for a nice hot choco right now. OMG I want a snuggie for christmas, yeah I actually really want one... I read this over and I sound pretty selfish I'm sorry I'm just so excited for break! I'm going to send everyone who comments on this a bowl (a suprise bowl...)............
























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