How do you get there?

Okay when I'm older there is only one thing I actually want to be don't laugh... I want to be an actress! I know its like half the people in America's dream which makes me only want to do it more. I want to be that one in the shining light who everyone loves, and to think that someone else would take my spot is well unbearable. I know a lot of people will laugh or say she's never going to make it but I still think that I will get there. I can do everything that anyone on TV can do and maybe more. But that brings up another question.... How do you get there? The younger the better but how do you get in? Its killing me and I just can't stop thinking about it. I mean you need to have connections but how do you actually get an agent? Also I'm a bit late I haven't been in almost any plays and when I tried out for the community house play well....I'm not a ballerina. When I was younger and did ballae I had to have the teacher carry me around while everyone else did little spins. I also felt so stupid singing I probably sounded like a dying animal, but when we read the lines, I felt so confident, like I can totally do this. Of course never got a call back but it wasn't really sad I love to watch musicals, but I don't think I was supposed to be in them. Some of the girls that were also trying out (and had been in other plays there) were talking about how they cried when they didn't get a call back and then finally at 11 they got the email and they were sooooo happy. Well give me feedback please!


Love

Ava Kilborn

Passwords

GOD i hate passwords! it just took me flipping half an hour to finally guess my password it flipping took forever! I can't believe it I only have three passwords and I put them each in like 40 times rrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I need to chill but seriously its so infuriating to not know you password or even worse having a selection of passwords and not being able to pick the rogth one with the right email adress! Okay wow......



Thanks for reading :)

AVA KILBORN
(Read a blog this morning- your awesome blog was flipping inspiring! Glad you got it out! always here love you!) Hope you know who I'm talking about....

Long time no talk

Well how is everyone? I'm doing well yeah haven't blogged in forever but I'm going to try to get back in the hang of things. The past weeks of school have been really stressful and I feel old saying that but its true. I have been thinking about my top five song right now and this is what I've come up with: Thanks for the memories, All of the Lights, Jerk it out, Tonight, Higher... Every time I get annoyed and hormonal I listen to Tonight and Higher, they make me higher at night :) no but seriously these songs are really good please listen to them! Lately I've been acting really hormonal I'm sorry friends for having to deal with my crap I love you guys a lot!!!! Anyways I was thinking about hippie bands and what I thought of them. I used to think they looked totally stupid but then I watched the music video by LMFAO lalala and I saw the girl and she actually looked pretty good in them still I'm not sure how I feel about them. Where is everyone going for break?? I'm going to Flo-rida... YES SWIMSUITS SHORTS NO FLIPPING SNOW COATS! yes I am excited but I'm sure everyone has fun plan for christmas! or you jewish people you just get whole two weeks to chill!!! Anyways I could go for a nice hot choco right now. OMG I want a snuggie for christmas, yeah I actually really want one... I read this over and I sound pretty selfish I'm sorry I'm just so excited for break! I'm going to send everyone who comments on this a bowl (a suprise bowl...)............
























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Love Ava kilborn

i love it!!!!!

A new bestie?

Yeah some people i believe get too attached too to their blogs. Sometimes I think that people talk more to their blogs then their friends. Yup i mean you the one who blogs every night and takes more than an hour trying to decide what to write on. A blog should just come to you, you shouldn't have to work for it. I think that if you put something on your blog that your friends haven't heard before and it's important than you should say it to them before posting it. I think thy deserve that.
On a happier note who's heard the song Up, up and away by kid Cudi??
Makes me feel like everything is gonna go well listen to it you will start dancing I guarantee!!!!!
I've become obsessed with Kid Cudi his songs are perfect between rap and hip hop man i just wanna groove to them! ehheheh yeah its pretty rad...
Well thanks for reading this blog y'all
Love you buddy and fellow blogger Ava Kilborn
I love the singing in the rain and Umbrella song that Glee did
Singing in the Rain=Ava's life

BLA YUCK SORRY

OKAY I'm sorry to anyone who like egg salads but they're disgusting (claire, lisi, other man). Who wants to eat mushed up gross yellowy eggs with gross gunk in a sandwich. Bla yuck ewww can I barf? I'm really sorry if I offended you please don't take me the wrong way. For instance I believe people think that eel is disgusting but I love it unagi anyone yes you in the red hehe just kidding... ANYWAYS I wouldn't feel offended if some said that they didn't like my delicious eel although I might defend it I won't get mad though in less its that time of the month :). SO I'm not trying to hurt your feelings when i say that egg salad and egg salad sandwiches are disgusting and make me want to vomit. I love you all kiss kiss smoch smoch xoxoxoxooxx AVA KILBORN Y'ALLhttp://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://sweetandsaucy.files.wordpress.com/2008/08/classic_egg_salad.jpg&imgrefurl=http://sweetandsaucy.wordpress.com/2008/08/08/classic-egg-salad/&usg=__xQ7lTYcD4PnbFdsyDFWj_4KP0ZY=&h=396&w=450&sz=40&hl=en&start=0&zoom=1&tbnid=4BG5XZ8veVC-MM:&tbnh=154&tbnw=178&prev=/images%3Fq%3Degg%2Bsalad%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dsafari%26sa%3DN%26rls%3Den%26biw%3D1133%26bih%3D628%26tbs%3Disch:1&um=1&itbs=1&iact=hc&vpx=138&vpy=272&dur=2509&hovh=211&hovw=239&tx=133&ty=104&ei=PavcTOSxHI-Cngfmtf0W&oei=PavcTOSxHI-Cngfmtf0W&esq=1&page=1&ndsp=15&ved=1t:429,r:5,s:0

DO IT

YEAH LISTEN TO THIS NEW SONG ITS EPIC :) BUT SERIOUSLY DO IT KE$HA ROCKS MY WORLD

Ke$ha - We R Who We R

MA SONG

UM yo wassup y'all okay so I finally decided upon a this song:
Wither
Young playful and fun
Growing gangly and awkward
Teen sassy and mean
Young person work and partier
I'd like to stay here and drink my dear
I don't want to wither away
live on and decay
no not today
NO I don't want to wither away
I'm gonna stay
Not gonna gonna wither
Not gonna gonna wither
Not gonna gonna wither away
I'll go out to club tonight and everything will go alright
I'll take a class of art and I'll be okay
I'll write a book and people will like it and tell me hey
Yeah I'm not withering the day in my eyes is still glittering
Maybe it's beginning but i'm not WITHERING
Yeah Yeah Yeah
I'm not gonna wither
Not gonna gonna wither
Not gonna gonna wither
Not gonna gonna wither away
xoxxo kisses and good day
I hope u liked it, might be really stupid but I think this was my challenge of the week so don't tread on me :) Who knows it might be like a top hit and if you say mean things I won't give you any  free stuff yeah I know bummer... Hehe love you fellow bloggers! this is kinda addicting

Hand Sanatizer

Today I started to cough a lot in school, my class has whopping cough going around and trust me it's not fun... Well I was hacking in advirsory and a girl in my class comes up to me and gives me hand sanatizer. It was the good smelling kind of hand sanatizer that I always get from my grandparents (from Bath and Body works) and as I was smoothing it onto my hands I realized how gross it actually was. Instead of having grim on all over our hand it collects and then is in the middle of your hand. What are you supposed to do with the crap in the middle of your hand? Wipe it on your clothes? That doesn't sound too great either. Sorry for those who really like hand sanatizer but I think I'll stick to washing my hands.

FYI 

I've been working on that song it sounds kinda stupid, I'll try to finish it (might turn into a weird poem)

Love Ava!

Inspire

Inspire is a great word, it makes me feel artistic, classy, like everything is not about me. Inspiring things, are things that make you think like oil paintings. U wonder what is this supposed to be a picture of? What were the people who made this thinking?
I get inspired by music
Anyone love these bands/Artists?
Fall out boy
Panic at the Disco
 The Shins
 The Kooks
 Cobra Starship
 3oh3
 Lady Gaga!
Ke$ha
 um I might be forgetting someone really important if I am I am so flipping sorry I will buy you an Ice cream. But music is awesome if I could put together a band right this second I totally would, there isn't any reason I can't it's just... I'm sorta tired right now :)
Hehe I've always wanted to write a song. I always sing in the shower or I'm listen to music. I think I'll write a song....
next time :0 thanks for reading

HELLO

HI everyone who decides they might want to read this blog(which would be awesome!). How is everyone, a lot of people I know have a blog and I though hey why not. Life is good right now just found the song booty call by Ke$ha and still debating whether I like it or not. I love Ke$ha for those who don't I was once with you. When I first heard a Ke$ha song I thought god this sounds horrible, I could sing better than that... Anyways, my friends started getting into it and slowly I guess I sort of let it in. BUT what really got me liking her was her music video for Tik TOk for some reason it reminded me of myself not because she was acting drunk but because she was just doing what ever the flip she wanted which is kinda what I like. I hate being tohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iP6XpLQM2Csld what to wear or when people make plans for you uhg like my parents and babysitting! But she just looks likes she doesn't care what people think just chill and whatever happens happens. It might sound stupid but watch the video and maybe you'll get what I'm talking about.